Now in these cynical times
sterotypical minds
got me falling from my pinnacle the minute i climb
now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
iand'm trying to look beyond the lies
just to see what iand'll find
iand'm like a flower in a cave
another hour in the maze
and iand'll cower to the power of my criminal ways
the sun is shining but iand'm catching minimal rays
itand's time for me to grow out of this childish phase
my life is like a battle that iand'll probably never win
and'cause i keep thinking big and risking everything
lifeand's a challenge and i wonder if iand'll ever find the balance
mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents
[chorus:]
sometimes i wonder if iand'll ever change
can i change
would i change
or am i always gonna be the same
i blame the world for making me such a freak
but the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
My fingerand's pointing in the mirror
iand'm the one now
i see my shadow in the sun dial
am i really out of change
put my freedom in a cage
slow down
man i got a son now
thereand's nothing new thay all said it
and i know it but i had to go throught it myself
iand'm hard-headed
thatand's the only way iand'll learn
get caught in the fire therand's no escaping the burn
and it burns
change this
change that
change is full of lies
i remain the same cat wear a good disquise
living life loking through my third blind crooked eye
so if i change iand'd be changing for the worst wouldnand't i?
[chorus:]
sometimes i wonder if iand'll ever change
can i change
would i change
or am i always gonna be the same
i blame the world for making me such a freak
but the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
I wanna run but if i run iand'm only running form myself
would it be easier if i were someone else
iand'm like a child playinand' with matches thatand's never beeen burned
relearning all the lessons that iand've already learned
on a highway to a destinatin iand've earned
so many exits, but iand've never bothered to turn
iand'm like a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window
that was broken by the bricks of pain
sometimes i feel just like the deviland's guinea pig
heand's watching me just to see how deep i can dig
i admit iand'm fucked up and got a lot to learn
so now iand'm dancing in the ashes of the bridge iand've burned
[chorus:]
sometimes i wonder if iand'll ever change
can i change
would i change
or am i always gonna be the same
i blame the world for making me such a freak
but the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
