Look  where i go from here? 
Just lost my father last year 
But i still  remain to keep it real like dollar bills 
I drop tears  canand't believe my daddyand's gone 
Rather come home  why ya left us all alone? 
But iand'm comin man 
Just wait at the gates  iand'ma be runnin man 
Arms open  eyes wide  full a love 
You watched me come up from a scrub 
Now ya see ya son ridin everyday on dubs 
But i wish  i could share them times witand' you 
It got me pissed, this family and my momma, too 
But please brah, wonand't ya come back for lil wayne 
And see ???, mrs. roe, sheryl, kemp and plus sinetra 
Dawg, we really miss ya 
And it ainand't all that cool livin off pictures 
Ah man, visit while iand'm sleep, write a note or call me 
Canand't believe you left me to be a small man 
But i know it wasnand't meant to be 
Thatand's why i suck up all the game that you sent to me 
(hook) 2x 
Itand's up to you, wayne, nigga, stay up and keep it real 
Itand's all on you, man, my nigga, i know how you feel 
Just be strong, and'cause everythang gonand' be alright 
I know itand's hard tryna make but itand's gonand' be alright 
Alright i know it, see i got a child 
I know iand'm young, but when you left dawg, thangs got wild 
I know you probably sayin and'damn, you raisin children now?and' 
But itand's all gravy iand'm with baby makin millions now 
So i still smile 
Iand'm takin care ya wife brah 
Ainand't nothin changed, if i still come home late at night she fuss 
But itand's still the oland' same oland', same oland' 
Thangs go, up and down like rainbows, we maintain though 
So you know who payin the bills now, ah hah 
Still flossin, give my audience the chills, ah hah 
I got all my game from you, man i ainand't gonand' lie 
But iand'm still thuggin nigga, playa you think i ainand't gonand' ride? 
But slim and b done slowed me done and brought the talent out me 
Yeah slim and b done showed me and'round, all a the jags around me 
And i ainand't goinand' no where, that nigga stuck witand' me 
And make you and my people happy, man itand's up to me 
(hook) 
I know you know iand'm thinkinand' and'bout ya, you be on my mind 
I know ya see me everytime watchin the boys shine 
And i know that ya see i put out my own cd 
And picture this, your little boy even on tv 
But i swear itand's off the heezy, weezy 
Say itand's cool, you can believe me, i like how they treat me 
Iand'm doinand' what ya say, donand't let a nigga try me 
And i donand't let a fine, pretty broad get by me 
Donand't let nothinand' pull me off track from my hobby 
Oh yeah, and i donand't leave my room sloppy 
But the same thang make ya laugh, make ya cry 
And everybody that ya love itand's like they have to die 
I pray to the lord everyday and ask him why 
And ask him to bless your soul everytime i pass by 
I know he doinand' it, and leavin all the love to me 
And iand'ma prove it, and show ya daddy itand's up to me 
(hook) 3x 
I mean itand's up to me man 
Just watch over me 
And itand's gonand' be all gravy man 
Leavin big, treatin me all good 
Everythang else be all good 
Rest in peace ya heard me 
Iand'll be there